Are You Dare To Move????

He said.."Honey, i want to further studies....Sometimes...we have to move 1 step backward to move 3 steps ahead..."

That's what he said...and..he said...."You must dare to move. Go out of this comfort zone. (That's of course not so comfort actually)..We'll never know how's the condition ahead...."

I said..."But i love this house...i would miss all of my friends here...and i'll be far away from my hometown...my mom and dad...and the costs of livimg there is higher than here...And i'm afraid of what would my new environment could be like...i wonder how my work could be...."

He said..."Honey....don't be afraid to move...Sometimes we have to go through it. All this while...i just sit down and watched how they ask u to work until 6 o'clock in the morning...how they ask u to come meeting while u're having dinner with me  and how they asked u to work on the weekends while we actually made a promise to our kids and have other plans to do."

I said.....nothing....just silent...and i'm thinking about it over and over again....

Ya Allah...pohon tunjukkan jalan yang lebih baik untukku...yang dapat memberi manfaat padaku...suami, anak-anak dan keluargaku...amin...

Confuse....Sometimes things would be easy if we don't have a choice...